Watching

I saw a couple tonight.
They looked indifferent yet they were together.
Maybe they are young.

I saw a student hugging someone today.
I slowed the car and almost hit the car infront.
I was lost.

Love is in the air?

HIs Room

and his room had satin red curtains that covered the old tattered windows squarely.
His bed was obviously new and had been slept on only one side.
His floor was too clean for his own good.

His life like his room was neat and sterile. nobody had been in it.

Tonight he sleeps like he has slept a thousand nights before.
In the company of familiar loneliness.
He hates himself for what he has become.

Now he must resign and submit to the dark consuming room.

New Friend

This guy is really cool.
He is from HK. Meet him during my recent competition.
Love his delivery and speech idea.

Going to Washington DC in Aug.

Yeah... the tough training worked.
I get to represent this region in USA for the Intl Speech Contests in AUG>

Keep Still

The air was crisp. Hearts calmly pulsating. One cannot forget if the event had left an indelible impression in their life.
Together. Everyone together. One check bang. Kiri pusing. Kebekang Pusing.
Drop check, roll roll UP! roll roll Left,right, left.

Can you recall such unique events in your days as a student that has shaped some of your beliefs?

Love. The Elusive intoXication

DO you take this dum ho dumb to be your sorta lawfully breaded mice?

Been in love before? Think you have?

Emm let's ponder

Think of her all the time,
Food tastes better,
Heart racing all the time
Can't stop thinking of the future with her?

Do we just settle down? like grains of tiny sand in a quieter part of the whirlpool? Do the peeling calender days make you just put a downpayment on a marriage and a mortage on your singledom?


I see so many friends around me "attached" Oh... it's the trinklets of love, and the messages tat puts an inbox into paralysis. It's like watching a a thigh being severed with the nerves whipping around till it dies down.

It's hard to say really. Don't get me wrong here. I have done my fair share of "attachment" and have come to learn 3 things abiout this whole Love Business.

1. You must have a healthy delusion that the future is gonna be great
2. Absolute lack of observation, especially to the tiny annoyances of the other person. such as her tendency to throw potted plants out a 10 storey building because it makes her "happy"
3. Learn to plaster an smile on the face. If not she is gonna ask you, "Is everything ok?"

You know wat. You want the truth? huh huh ? punk? I tell you the TRUTH. It is all so listen up. With your chest all poofed up to like Captain Crunch you feebly exhale and say...
...nothing... I am ok... just tired. (and a mutter trails; oh sod off.)

Marriage is a like getting a coupla septic splinters on the surface of your brain.
It hurts real bad but there is nothing that can be done cos brain surgery is only for the medically infirm. You are just mental.

You my friend shall continue seeking the this elusive intoxication till the ends of your time. Seek not mere love but an inspirator.

Liberation

Today, I has in a training session with two students from AJC and it struck me.
I was having a great time. Seriously, a really good time. Though the numbers were really small it was the learning that excited me.

21st of May 2006 is my District speech contest. Mixed emotions on tat one.
Choosing my speech topic. Betrayal is one that I am considering. Ah...
U will never understand until it strikes.

Anyways. Things are great currently. HAve more opportunity to do pro bono work. Finally, I am doing it. Not just saying that I would.

Friends just because there are snakes in the garden doesn't mean that we should not have fun in the grass. don't blame the snakes either. Snakes know better not.